Friday, January 14, 2011

NO SMOKING, DAY 2

OMG dying for a ciggie
had salad for lunch
with balsamic vinegar

feel so sick, i have the flu
my head is going to explode on my screen

need to weigh myself tonight and see the damage
im really useless, cant do anything right
need to go to dietician for my vegan lifestyle
need to get rid of this fat fat fat fat

Friday, January 7, 2011

MODEL THINSPO






Skinny Jar

staring at my jar on my desk
wondering if i can fill it with my dreams
will it be kept safe from the world
hold me now if you can
dont look at me

REWARDS FOR REACHING TARGETS

92kg - rings and bracelets

90kg - pedicure

85kg - aldo shoes

80kg - shirts

75kg - skinny jeans

70kg - dresses

65kg - new extensions

60kg - bikini

55kg - Handbag




WISH ME LUCK!!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

BMI -26.6 HOW DEPRESSING!!!!

GULIANA RANCIC - SOOOOO SKINNY!!!!!





STILL 94.4KG :(

new beginnings
wish i could pay you to stay in my dreams

each gram too heavy
staring at the mirror my biggest nightmare
sleep is my only escape from this dull life
more sleep less eat
i miss my hipbones

wish upon a star
for this heat to pass
and D to hold me close